KO
That goes along with the Round Two entry. Our second go around didn't work. It's sad, yes...but hey, that's the way life is sometimes. Sometimes people just can't be together at certain times...Sometimes people just aren't suppose to be together at all. So, what to learn from all this? Well, I could do the really immature thing and say that the lesson is to never open my heart again, never show anyone the real me. But I'm not going to do that. Maybe the lesson is a good one, but it will just take me a little time to figure it out. I loved him deeply and at a time, he loved me the same. I need to be grateful for that. But I also need to let myself be angry about what he did to me. And both of those emotions are ok right? I don't know. I woke up today and the day didn't look that bad. I mean, it is gross and rainy out...but I think this time around I am actually more excepting of this whole thing. Anyway...thank you to everyone who stood by me and supported my decision even though I know most of you didn't think I should give him another chance...you all mean more to me than I can even say.