Getting MY life back....
So tonight was a hard night. I don't really know why exactly. Maybe it was the email I got that was completely devoid of any feeling. Who knows really. Anyway, it's time to take back the control of my life...I can't keep on letting him control it. He has his own issues to work out. So, here is my list of things to do to make my life better without him.
1. Work out everyday for at least an hour. I figure this will not only keep me healthy, but make me a little more confident.
2. Hang out with my friends all the time. They are fantastic and I can't wait for spring break to be over to spend more time with them.
3. Take my classes seriously. And this means going to every single one of them every week even if I don't have to be there.
4. Play some volleyball. I cannot wait for IM volleyball to start!
5. Get fired up for Greek Week. Yes, because of all this I had forgotten it is coming up. I get to court fraternity guys and then spend a whole week with one certain group and my sisters. I am actually really excited for it!
6. Make some kick ass props for Mock Rock. If Katie doesn't come back as propmaster...well, I just may have to take her place, being that I was assistant propmaster!
7. Date regularly. Not seriously...unless the right person comes along. I am going to go out and have a good time. Any takers?
8. Spend as much time as possible with the amazing people I work with. None of you know how much you mean to me and I am so happy I have gotten to know you all so well this semester.
9. Take at least 2 courses this summer at HFCC. Yes, I know it is Harvard on the Rouge....but it will be great when it helps me get out of CMU faster.
10. Enjoy my family. I am wonderfully blessed to have such a great family!
11. Read more. There are a few books I have been dying to get my hands on. Now I will replace my time with him with a good book.
12. Love myself more than anyone else could.
13. Work all summer and stock up on great new clothes! Maybe save a little too.
14. Look at the good things in my life everyday. Seriously, I am lucky to have the life that I have and that this little thing is the only real thing that has ever gone wrong in it. I feel like a whiner when I think about where I could be.
15. And definitely most important: Do not over-analyze the situation and think of something else the minute he comes into my mind. He left for a reason. Whether it is a good one or bad one, a mistake or not, it is beyond my control. And I think I am finally starting to realize it.
Whew...that felt good to get all that out. Now I have something to look at everyday. I'll be alright I think. Now back to the amazing Brad Pitt and Fight Club. Hey, maybe he can be my next boyfriend!
1. Work out everyday for at least an hour. I figure this will not only keep me healthy, but make me a little more confident.
2. Hang out with my friends all the time. They are fantastic and I can't wait for spring break to be over to spend more time with them.
3. Take my classes seriously. And this means going to every single one of them every week even if I don't have to be there.
4. Play some volleyball. I cannot wait for IM volleyball to start!
5. Get fired up for Greek Week. Yes, because of all this I had forgotten it is coming up. I get to court fraternity guys and then spend a whole week with one certain group and my sisters. I am actually really excited for it!
6. Make some kick ass props for Mock Rock. If Katie doesn't come back as propmaster...well, I just may have to take her place, being that I was assistant propmaster!
7. Date regularly. Not seriously...unless the right person comes along. I am going to go out and have a good time. Any takers?
8. Spend as much time as possible with the amazing people I work with. None of you know how much you mean to me and I am so happy I have gotten to know you all so well this semester.
9. Take at least 2 courses this summer at HFCC. Yes, I know it is Harvard on the Rouge....but it will be great when it helps me get out of CMU faster.
10. Enjoy my family. I am wonderfully blessed to have such a great family!
11. Read more. There are a few books I have been dying to get my hands on. Now I will replace my time with him with a good book.
12. Love myself more than anyone else could.
13. Work all summer and stock up on great new clothes! Maybe save a little too.
14. Look at the good things in my life everyday. Seriously, I am lucky to have the life that I have and that this little thing is the only real thing that has ever gone wrong in it. I feel like a whiner when I think about where I could be.
15. And definitely most important: Do not over-analyze the situation and think of something else the minute he comes into my mind. He left for a reason. Whether it is a good one or bad one, a mistake or not, it is beyond my control. And I think I am finally starting to realize it.
Whew...that felt good to get all that out. Now I have something to look at everyday. I'll be alright I think. Now back to the amazing Brad Pitt and Fight Club. Hey, maybe he can be my next boyfriend!