Sep 28, 2005 22:27
hmmmmmM. school is hard ! umm life is SOo good.
justa lil stressful. i really love everything i do
but i feel like its too much sometimes . im not sure
if iw ould rather give half of me to the million things i love
or all of me to the few .. hmmmmmmmmmm ... i cant concentrate
on this AP Psych paper for the life of me.
so many things on my mind.
im so happy-- for no reason at all.
but im thinking
you know how people can say the same thing to you
but it means sooo much more coming from one specific person
it could be the same exact words someone else has said to you
but it means so much more
if you could just hear it from that one person.
why is that?
also i just want to save the world . i mean i dont want to be
one of those people who sees hurt happening and doesnt do something
about it. who says "thats horrible" and their heart maybe even hurts a little
but doesnt take initiative.
i also wish i knew what i wanted . and that there were more hours in a day .
oooooooh know what else ?
how bout when you say something and youre like WHY THE HECK DID I JUS SAY THAT?
like .. you could say a million good things in one night but the only thing
stinging in your mind is that one stupid thing ... yeap ...
mmmmmmmmmm give me peace, direction, UNDERSTANDING.
or as St.Augustine said
"Restless until I find rest in Thee"
TRUE STATEMENT!
hmmm walking out into the rain was nice .
i missed ashleigh really a lot tonight for like 5 mins!
but then i felt better cause it does no good missing someone.
im feeling a little flusterated.
this is my run on thoughts for tonight.