Aug 21, 2006 04:38
sometimes things happen that make me wonder how long somebody is going to be in my life for. i look at all the articles in the paper about people who i know and spent time with dying. makes me want to cherish the time i have with each and every person in my life. i know that things happen for a reason..but geez what happened that they deserved that. i just don't know.
well, i am all moved in up at school. fun times climbing up those stairs with all of my crap..it was rather interestng..i must say i am going to be getting a good workout just from climbing the stairs every day..lol. i am excited for the school year to start, but nervous. i have tken a heavy class load of 15 credits, and all of these classes are going to be hardcore. i am also nervous about a year in the sorority house with 10 girls..i am not used to so much estrogen let me tell u. but at least matthew will be coming to see me once in a while, and i have an escape to some testosterone from the boys i lived by freshman year. i have no idea what i would have done this past year without going to see them during the crazy times of drama. i am sad that i am going to be so far away from matthew. i know i made it through last year, but somehow this year feels like it is going to be harder because we have gotten so close, and have spent so much time together. i wouldn't have made it through last year without him either. i must say that i surround myself with quality boys to keep me sane..lol.
this summer has been interesting. i got a job working with medical records at a hospital, and made over $1,000..it's exciting to be able to spend some money once in a while. although matt tells me that i don't spend enough money on myself. which i know i don't, but i like to save it too. i guess as my grandmother says, you can't take it with u. matt took me to cedar point..that was an interesting experience let me tell you. i went for my first time, and went on the gemini, the mantis, the iron dragon, and the power tower..that was too much for me to handle..the rest of them scared the crap out of me just looking at them. he took me to my first hunted house. isn't that sad that at 20 years old i had never been to a haunted house before..let me tell u they scared me good!! hmm..so many other good times were spent with matt this summer..he really has filled in a gap in my life i feel like. he just fits, and i love him so much. gosh it is going to be hard with him so far away!
well nighty night..it's 5am and i am saying nighty night..sad..lol