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well the wisdom teeth are out..i remember sitting in the chair and the doctore talking to the nurses about the construction on 7 mile. the next thing i remember is looking at my mom and bursting into tears. the recovery nurse said that it's usual that whatever feelings you have been having lately come out after u have been so relaxed with the anestesia. i am on a cold, soft food diet of things like ice cream, jello, that kind of stuff. tomorrow i get to try soft warm foods like scrambled eggs, and mashed potatoes. well looks like i will be losing weight this week.
i lost 2 pounds last week, just from not eating after dinner, i was happy..just keep thinking if i would have been working out i could have lost more weight. i really need to start working out, but i don't really have the means to get a pass anywhere or anything like that, or pay every time i want to go somewhere..we'll see what i can do i guess.
and now the main topic of all of my entries: matt and me
i think it is over, as hard as it is for me to say that..i need to realize that he doesn't have feelings for me anymore. i told my mom i was going to become a lesbian, and she said well i don't want you to do that, and girls will give you the same problems boys do..so guess i am just left to wait and ponder what was wrong with me..we'll see what happens i guess..
i lost 2 pounds last week, just from not eating after dinner, i was happy..just keep thinking if i would have been working out i could have lost more weight. i really need to start working out, but i don't really have the means to get a pass anywhere or anything like that, or pay every time i want to go somewhere..we'll see what i can do i guess.
and now the main topic of all of my entries: matt and me
i think it is over, as hard as it is for me to say that..i need to realize that he doesn't have feelings for me anymore. i told my mom i was going to become a lesbian, and she said well i don't want you to do that, and girls will give you the same problems boys do..so guess i am just left to wait and ponder what was wrong with me..we'll see what happens i guess..