I'm not going back to Lansing for a very long time.......

[cmucutie]

Oh my god.....my van got broken into tonight. They stole my purse, my cell phone, and my favorite track jacket. IN my purse was my MP3 player, my PLANNER,my STAGE MANAGERS KEYS, Harry Potter 4, $22 mascara, and much more little junk like chapstick, pens, pencils, earrings, aleve, lotion, hand sanitizer, etc. I'm so shaken....we made it all the way back from lansing with nothing on the window, freezing our asses off. And then I made it back to my apartment ok. And then I went inside to get a garbage bag for the window, and I started having a panic attack. I couldn't breathe, or stop crying, or shaking. I don't know what to do with myself. This is so scary....I want my mom here SO badly right now. I need her to hug me and tell me it's ok. I know it's just stuff, and I'm sure the person who stole it needs it more than I do. Especially if they're resorting to stealing. My sister already cancelled all of my credit cards, but they managed to buy gas on my card before she got to it. I really just need to go to sleep right now, but I just started to be able to breathe again...so it's going to take a few before that happens...

I'm also booked solid this next week and don't have time to go home and get my car back...and my parents don't know what happened yet, cause they're sleeping. I want my mommy.......