Message to Stacy
I don't know if Stacy will ever read this, but it is my hopes that the message will get to her. As I promised that I would nevermore be in contact with her, the only way for this message to get to her is indirectly. I know from one little thing that happened this week that I still am in her heart. Whether it's hatred, a desire to prove herself to me, or what else she feels toward me, I know not, however there is still something there, she has not let me go completely. Whatever it is she feels for me, I do not deserve it. I do not deserve her energy, be it negative or positive, as it will only prevent her from progressing. I know that my relationship with her was not a healthy one, yet all I can do is thank her for the lessons I've learned from having her in my life. She was there for a reason and I know why. I was in her life for a similar reason. All she should do is thank God for placing me in her life to teach her what she needed to know from me, and truely let me go. No hatred, no anger, no longing, no love, nothing for me. She is no longer a part of my life, she should not let me be a part of hers either. I wish her the best in her endeavors and in life.