Feelings
It's so weird knowing you have such strong feelings for someone & you know this person feels the same way, but you know that anything happening between you would be very hard since they are gone so much. But you know nothing would make this person happier then to be with you & you'd be happy to be with them because you learned to be more paitent & understanding. It's hard to want someone & love someone who's far away, the thought of being with them makes you the thought of not having them aprat of your life makes you. I don't know what to do i love him so much & i truly believe he loves me.