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something my one of my best friends sent me:
I don't understand why it's so hard. I don't know why I'm so scared. I don't know why he's so confused. I don't know why nobody will tell me anything. I like him...he's somebody I thought was cute in 6th grade. Now, I still think he's cute, only we're closer. And now I actually like him. I sometimes think she might still like him, but that's alright. I can't do anything about it, and I shouldn't anyways. I don't know what to do when he ignores me. I don't know if he even really does like me sometimes. When it's just us, or just us and a few friends, we're fine. Then at school, it's like...different. I dunno. My friends are probably sick of hearing about this. I love them though and I hope they don't get annoyed but I don't have anybody else to talk to! I don't wanna bother him about this because there's really nothing to bother him about. I mean, yay, we both know we like eachother. But what next? I don't really know if I have any problems anyways. I just want it to work out for once. Everytime I like somebody, it A) ends before it even starts B) gets screwed up C) I get lied to. I actually feel like I can be myself around him. He's an awesome friend, and I just thought maybe we could be more. Is that too much to ask?
I guess so...
But that's alright, I mean...I guess..whatever! lol
my advice to this friend:
anyone on this godforsaken earth who passes up an opportunity to be your boyfriend/girlfriend (your choice) is an idiot...if i werent straight or if i werent a girl i would date you...but even better youre one of my best friends and youre always there for me to call when im pissed off or there when i need some laughs or some tears or just to let out all my emotions and i