I can't breathe
I Had 2 really bad seizure "auras" this morning. They scared me a lot. I thought I was going to have a seizure. I told my mom and she said she had 3 meetings and didn't have time for this and I had to deal with it myself. I called my Dr. and it took him 3 hours to have his assistant call me back. I feel like I am the only person who cares about me, and I don't even care that much. I can't stop crying. I am crying so hard I can't breathe. I wish I could just fall asleep and die. I don't want to live a life of not knowing when the next attack is going to hit.