Life Sucks
Yesterday was 420. My favorite holiday of the whole year. I smoked a whole lot. I had a good time. I ate a whole lot too. Now that it is today though I feel like shit. Even fasting today doesn't make me feel better. I feel so heavy. I feel like I have gained 5 lbs. I feel like all of the work I did last week is ruined. There is no way I will be able to lose 8 lbs. now. I want to wallow in my self pity by consuming a bottle of champagne, but I don't want to consume the calories. I want to drown my sorrows in a roll of toilet paper full of blood, but I don't want to walk to the store for a razor.
Epilepsy is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I wish it would just kill me, instead of making me suffer. Epilepsy is like the enemy in war time, they keep you alive purely to torture you. Medicine shouldn't be considered medicine if it makes you vomit and gives you headaches.
I hate my life.
Epilepsy is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I wish it would just kill me, instead of making me suffer. Epilepsy is like the enemy in war time, they keep you alive purely to torture you. Medicine shouldn't be considered medicine if it makes you vomit and gives you headaches.
I hate my life.