Just an update
I did end up spending the night at Eric's last night. We did end up doing the nasty. We did it doggy style in his hot tub (by the way he lives in a mansion! with a beach front view) and he was so rough, that my boobs were pushed up against the hot tub and now they have some bruises on them. They are pretty damn soar too.
This is very motivating though. I feel like I get closer and closer every time. At first he denied me. I lose some weight and he considered it. I lost more weight and it was pretty hard to resist. Then this visit I had lost even more weight and he Couldn't resist me (sexually that is). Believe me though, next time I see him is not going to be for about 4-5 months (probably august). That gives me PLENTY of time to get to my U.G.W. I am so excited. I know he won't be able to resist me sexually or emotionally. He will not want me at that point, he will need me. I am so motivated. The next time he sees me. I will be way better than his girlfriend. Last night when he was drunk (he drank Captain Morgans Special rum) he kept telling me things that I was better at (basically everything). I am basically turning into his dream girlfriend. That means the only thing left to do is have the perfect body to match my personality [I'm real modest huh? ;) ]. You know you get drunker in a hot tub? I didn't know that last night and I drank a shit load of champaign while in the hot tub and smoked a bunch of bowls. That is how things ended up getting a little carried away....
I have been getting sick because of the new medicine (side effects). It has also been suppressing my appetite. It makes it much easier for me to fast. I don't even really think about food to much any more. I hadn't eaten very much for the last 3 days before today (I fasted for 2 days then yesterday I had a banana and about 1.5 bottles of champagne).
The only thing I ate today was I had 2 brownies (special yummy delicious weed brownies) and that is about 10-12 points (I counted it as 12 although my mom claims its 10). I did go for a hike today though. It was so nice out I didn't feel like spending time in the gym. I am going back to the gym starting tomorrow though. I am very excited to get back on track.
This is very motivating though. I feel like I get closer and closer every time. At first he denied me. I lose some weight and he considered it. I lost more weight and it was pretty hard to resist. Then this visit I had lost even more weight and he Couldn't resist me (sexually that is). Believe me though, next time I see him is not going to be for about 4-5 months (probably august). That gives me PLENTY of time to get to my U.G.W. I am so excited. I know he won't be able to resist me sexually or emotionally. He will not want me at that point, he will need me. I am so motivated. The next time he sees me. I will be way better than his girlfriend. Last night when he was drunk (he drank Captain Morgans Special rum) he kept telling me things that I was better at (basically everything). I am basically turning into his dream girlfriend. That means the only thing left to do is have the perfect body to match my personality [I'm real modest huh? ;) ]. You know you get drunker in a hot tub? I didn't know that last night and I drank a shit load of champaign while in the hot tub and smoked a bunch of bowls. That is how things ended up getting a little carried away....
I have been getting sick because of the new medicine (side effects). It has also been suppressing my appetite. It makes it much easier for me to fast. I don't even really think about food to much any more. I hadn't eaten very much for the last 3 days before today (I fasted for 2 days then yesterday I had a banana and about 1.5 bottles of champagne).
The only thing I ate today was I had 2 brownies (special yummy delicious weed brownies) and that is about 10-12 points (I counted it as 12 although my mom claims its 10). I did go for a hike today though. It was so nice out I didn't feel like spending time in the gym. I am going back to the gym starting tomorrow though. I am very excited to get back on track.