I feel so fat
I Have been the fattest pig for the last couple of days. I mean its Wednesday and I havnt fasted since Sunday. I have just been eating myself to death. I feel disgusting. I went to the gym yesterday and today, but it is not enough. I need to start a fast tomorrow. I have been so bad. I will not be surprised if I gain weight on Saturday at Weight Watchers. I couldn't even bare to weigh myself at the gym today.
I go to Dr. Belfer (the Nuerologist) on friday and Talk to him about taking more medicine. More medicine to make me gain weight. More side effects. FUCK. I should just shoot myself.
I go to Dr. Belfer (the Nuerologist) on friday and Talk to him about taking more medicine. More medicine to make me gain weight. More side effects. FUCK. I should just shoot myself.