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dearest livejournal,
life never ceases to surprise me. i am neither complaining, nor praising. i would like to think that i'm getting fairly good at dealing with whatever life throws my way. my sister is still doing really poorly, i got laid off from both my jobs last week, i'm pretty sure i'm going to end up with strep [thanks aar], and going to my parents for the weekend didn't revive me in the ways i hoped it would. i really miss my family and i find myself wanting to move closer to home to be near them. but then i remember how much i love san diego and how much i hate where they live and i realize what a bad fucking idea that would be. i have a job interview at a temp agency in the morning. i'm going on a picnic with shannon this afternoon and i'm participating in a photo shoot tonight. i have faith that things are going to get better. god will help me get through this. i'll get another job. i'll make rent. i'll be okay. i have so much to look forward to. b is going to be here next month. i can't stress enough how excited i am over that. have i mentioned lately how much i love shannon? probably not. i never update this thing. well, i love shannon. i love the way shannon walks. i love the way shannon talks. i love collecting strands of her hair and making them into little shannon hairballs. you have no idea where that's from i'm guessing. i'm cleaning and rapping around my room. i'm so gangsta.
<3 hate you lj,
pumpkin