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phillip is a character. no matter what time i come home --it is almost guaranteed that he's sitting in my couch, blunt in hand, watching law and order. he gives me the 'nod' as i walk in and motions for me to join him. a girl could get used to this. last night neal and i watched dave chappelle with him while he told us stories about chasing crackheads 500 yards and beating the hell out of them with wooden sticks. he's funny and he's generous with his weed. this is sweet.
we're in the new office today. it's nice. kinda weird. i have an office with janelle and carolyn. i thought it was going to be crowded but actually.. it's pretty cozy. i'm tucked in the corner. we're listening to good music and i'm generally happy. it feels SO SO SO good to be out of the old office. words can not describe.
i think i'm going to a party tonight. i have a lot of painting to do this weekend, definitely a lot of unpacking, sleep would be nice, and a million other things i can't think of. it feels nice to be 90% moved into my new house. i like my roommates and i already like the new work atmosphere. i can't believe it's 1:30 already. the morning has floooooown by.
my birthday is going to be here so soon. andy is going to be here so soon. he's on tour. i miss him =/ soon soon soon. that's what i have to keep telling myself.
i'm finding it easier to get through the day.
we haven't really talked in a few days and i don't know what to make of it. are you mad at me? is this how you want things? what's going on?
i don't know.
i just don't get it.
someone keep me company.