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[cmonbaby]

of course i dont understand..
why are the bad memories the most vivid in my head.
and why do these people feel so sure of themselves.
when all they have to lose is everything
ive seen people with nothing.
and ive seen people with all they have ever wanted..
ive seen them.
but i havent lived either of the two
and i think that soon im going to have to start.

i am happy,
very happy..
just severely misunderstood