ryne, ryne go away...don't come back and ur gay..
i just can't relax..i've had such a long day..this morning i had to get together with a group for a project at 9am and it was stupid cuz one of the girls was sick or was having a mental breakdown this week (that's not the part that's stupid..i felt bad for her..she was freakin out..) and she was going to go back home cuz she didn't feel up to it or something..the stupid part was that two of the other girls thought we should even discuss the project without her..so i got up 2 hours early for NOTHING! so i had to sit there and find things to do for an hour and 15 min til i had my critique for my mock interview that was last week..that went ok..it was weird watching myself on a dvd..my teacher told me that i didn't do terrible and that the only thing that i really did wrong is that i didn't "brag" about myself enough..and a couple times i said things in a negative context..she thought that i'd be ok after a few more interviews..which is totally true..i'm pretty much like that with everything..
so afterwards i had class until 3pm..which was boring..and then after i got back from class i pretty much did hw til 730..ugh..
murphy and i went to baskin robbins because it's dollar scoop tuesday..so i bought him ice cream..it was good but i kinda thought my flavor was a little too rich..it was chocolate fudge flavor..good at first but too much sugar..yeah..i know..weird..
i was at the rec last night and after my workout i weighed myself in the locker room..and i was under 100lbs..idk what's wrong with me..ever since the beginning of the school year i've been losing weight without really doing anything..i go to the rec a few times a week but i'm lifting weights and using the machines so i should be gaining muscle..and i eat 3 meals a day..sometimes 4..so it's not like i'm not eating..the only reason i can think of is that i'm always stressed out and that the semester has really been draining..so i've been trying to eat more since i saw that yesterday..but idk if that'll work..if it gets too ridiculous i'm gonna have to go to health services..i've also been getting headaches at the base of my neck/head..i would guess that's a tension headache..but i'm not sure..I'M FALLING APART...:( if my problem is from stress worrying about it more wont help in the slightest..i guess i'll just have to see how it goes in the next week..if i lose any more weight..i'm def gonna have to make an appt..
i gotta get some sleep...
so afterwards i had class until 3pm..which was boring..and then after i got back from class i pretty much did hw til 730..ugh..
murphy and i went to baskin robbins because it's dollar scoop tuesday..so i bought him ice cream..it was good but i kinda thought my flavor was a little too rich..it was chocolate fudge flavor..good at first but too much sugar..yeah..i know..weird..
i was at the rec last night and after my workout i weighed myself in the locker room..and i was under 100lbs..idk what's wrong with me..ever since the beginning of the school year i've been losing weight without really doing anything..i go to the rec a few times a week but i'm lifting weights and using the machines so i should be gaining muscle..and i eat 3 meals a day..sometimes 4..so it's not like i'm not eating..the only reason i can think of is that i'm always stressed out and that the semester has really been draining..so i've been trying to eat more since i saw that yesterday..but idk if that'll work..if it gets too ridiculous i'm gonna have to go to health services..i've also been getting headaches at the base of my neck/head..i would guess that's a tension headache..but i'm not sure..I'M FALLING APART...:( if my problem is from stress worrying about it more wont help in the slightest..i guess i'll just have to see how it goes in the next week..if i lose any more weight..i'm def gonna have to make an appt..
i gotta get some sleep...