today i woke up and was very scared. i think it was supposed to be raining and then it wasnt but then it almost did and then i just wanted to go back to sleep.
before i woke i was dreaming about dog therapy and then a trip through a mountain and i might have been a dwarf and i might have been furious. this set the mood for the day perhaps.
as i was putting some clothes that i had recently washed into their position on a shelf i was greated with the fact that my shelves are dirty as fuck and have been since ive been here. i had finally detected the source that was causing my radically sophisticated dark clothing to get "ASHEN GOO" all over them. knowing turned to fear which turned to anger which i unleashed oh two burritos moments later that i had saved from the previous day. after the burritos i had a small orange, a cup of orange juice, sunkist and then a cup of mandarin oranges, an orange "push up"(OFF BRAND) and then finally another glass of sunkist.
i decided ot make ice today. i have a plan that if the freezer stops working -- which it seems like it may do on occasions, though it may not as well - if i keep ice in it i may be able to salvage my numerous hot pockets, toaster pastries and snowballs from when it snowed last month.
i read a book (manslayer) and then looked out the window. this took about 4 hours.
later i went outside and tried to act liek i was breaking into my car but i failed to realize that this is probably a complex operation and i decided to stop. i kept the mindset of a criminal though and i peered into my car nonchalauntly looking for something to steal. i spotted several quarters so i opened ,my car got in and decided to buy gas. buying gas was ...uh... lame.
so this brings me to the next event. i wanted to see dance gavin dance. i drive there however i was only able to stay 2 minutes waiting for it to start before i had to run back to my car and gtf back home.
here is a photograph i took as i was running back to my car
tonight im deciding not to eat and then i think im going to fight animals tomorrow i find in the neighborhood such as squirrels or foxes.
ive been thinking about making various shaped cups out of paper and drinking milk and.or milkshakes from them but i cant seem to find the motivation at the moment. one step at a time and i think eventually im going to be able to do with as the days drag on.