Apr 03, 2005 18:59
uhhhhhh. ive got paint on my hands. i dont really have anything to talk about in here. i quit livejournal!
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im drawing a picture but it makes me angry. i hate drawing so much. if i dont finish it i will be like... SIGH. i went to some thrift stores and an antiques store. i need stuff to sell on ebay. this is because i probably need to get money. i want a way to make money and not work for it. looks like the plan is a no go. everythign is too expensive. i want to buy something for $1 that i can sell for a thousand. i believe the way to go on that is garage sales. those ... are... way too spooky. and way too early. maybe one day i will try. i doubt it. i bought groceries today. that was fucking rad. i love buying groceries
i hate buying groceries. the yare so heavy. i didnt really get anything too cool but i found strawberry shortcake icecream bars the other day and they are cool.
i try to puch this to the back of my mind... but its way to heavy... this update is going to be so boring. im going to just ddelete it. wait no. do you see that. i think thats the first time ive ever doubled a d as a mistake. this live journal post is worth keeping. its even worth reading or skipping.
i have stopped doing things i need to. ive got so much stuff to learn but im not, i suck. at least im getting super phat.
i bought 2 magnifying glasses and ive used the mto view the blades of grass outdoors. the green is way too green and everything is way too bright, its like the sun is falling on the earth and im killing the plants because i think im laying on them. im in dirt. or i was. the sky is way too blue and there are lots of clouds so i go to the forest to hit trees with the magnifying glasses and then i look at the leaves way too close with the one that is not now broken. its super cool in there and the sun is shinging through random spots making it look as if there are un-miniature lights shining somewhere up there. electricity in the woods... yeah right i said at one point when i was rollingdown the hill to this other tree. at least it wasnt foggy. i cut the back of my hand on one of the glasses. theyre both broken now ... i put one on a branch and bury the other one under a mound of cold black dirt and i refuse to put a headstone. i also buried this pretty close to the top so i hope to goodness that this thing haunts the fuck out of the neighborhood. when i die i want to haunt the woods. i want to be thrown out into the forest and left to rot.