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I've finally figured out why I don't post often any more, it's because I honestly never have anything good to say, mostly because I am not a good person. I repeatedly let people down who have a genuine care for me. When I do think of things to say they're usually mundane or mean. I hate being negative, and I know it's my fault that the majority of the people who actually care to read this don't want to talk to me any more. I mean they know I am here, I'm always here...but I also know that I don't deserve a random IM out of the blue...I don't deserve a hug or a handshake...I don't even deserve friendship. If you plan on commenting please don't point out any more of my flaws...I don't think I could take much more bashing than what I already prescribe myself on a daily basis.
Love All,
Jeremy
Love All,
Jeremy