let the fire burn your soul, and tear you apart...

[cmetsparky]

......... i dont know what to say. i dont know how i feel right now...IM SO FUCKING CONFUSED.i dunno...i cant even say anything, just sit by and wait i guess. thats all i can really do...i still say everybodys wrong, but only time will tell i guess.i dont want to go to school tomorrow, i dont really want to much of anything...waiting for the rain i guess.
the meaning
do you know the meaning of a day without you?
do you hear the screaming of the dove without you?
have i told you, just how much i love you
the weight of my life without you here..by my side

let me show you the meaning of my life without you here by my side
let me show the meaning of my love
cuz i would travel ten thousand miles
let me show you the meaning of this song..three words, i love you

tell me
do you know what im thinking
tell me
why i cant keep breathing
will you show me..
show me to hear your voice
show me why you..
are my only choice..no one else

if you want to see the meaning just let me know
i will show every single day
for i have walked ten thousand miles
and ive been through the deepest sea
and i have found that i ned you here..with me
oh baby please if you think im lieing i hope you know
that of this is not a show,
to prove my love
i will shed all of my dieing tears
ill fight all of your fears
and if you will listen
just let me show you meaning...
of me.

yea...i can feel them sitting in the rim of my eyes...fucking tears. i wont cry them...but i hate them so much.i need to talk to michal ann...but i cant i said i wouldnt tell & i wont.i just dont knoe whats going on...i dont know what to do i guess. whatever...i wont rember it in a little while anywase.
fell it course through you.. poisining your vains... liquid fire.
let it burn...let it burn from the inside out.