ive got the munches and the shakes...
gah...man i hate being sick!!! and i dont even know what the fuck it is..but im hateing it. i feel like in gonna pass out..and i cant stop shaking. its like im cold or something..but im not. fuck man...i need some more happy pills. i dont know what they are..but there blue..and the make me feel good. why the hell does my mom take any and all pills i get and put them in my container...which is an altoid boy that sits in the medacine cabnit...haha. i have so many pills in that thing..she puts all my stuff in it. l have like threee or four up there..filled with pills. you know i think shes trying to kill me..huh?? wait..never mind. im so out of it...ive already had three..i need like two more...to last me the rest of today. gah...i feel really shity. but im hype and bored too...its so weird. i know the hyper part is from the caffine pills..SHIT!! i gotta go to the store today..im out of caffine pills and i need some more iron shit...and vit. c..and w/ever else pills they have me on...for malnutrician. blah...
dude..angel works today!! pat, do you rember her?? the lady from blockbuster??? yea i have her schedual...and jermains..ill stop by and see whats up!!! shes kool..she speaks latin..and french and spanish. haha...i think i have her phone number..i dunno. im thinkin about hookin her up with jordan...maybe...i dunno. jermain is kool too...i use to work with him at nauticus..until he got fired for calling the director a "dike form hell...who dont get none anywase" haha...she really is. and he likes gay people..i know. he likes me..but our director.gah!! shes alwase looking at my ass...and hitting on me. i told her off one day..and then sat on the roof with charis for a couple of hours and nothing happened to me. haha...charis has the same prob...but she dosnt care. she plays along...and its a fun game to her. i think its intertaining...charis is kool...i mean shes a lesbian...shes just strange. haha...in a good way though...were supposed to get a new hammok..the big one we usualy chill on is well...riping...i mean usually its just me and charis up there in the hammok..and laura and frank go and make out somewhere...but laitly they have been on the hammok with us..and well its ripping. haha...
i wounder if they got it yet??? gah...heteros...haha. i think sharis's gf is going to come work at nauticus...i dunno. i heard talk...honestly i dont like her gf. shes such a bitch...and so mean. shes alwase bosing charis around and picking on her...i think im gonna say something. hmm..i should call her..wait i cant. ill see her later anywase...ill talk to her then. hmm....hey i should take rachel to nauticus to meet them...and to see the roof. ;) *cough, cough* haha...no its so kool up there. especially when its night time...i could spend hour up there..i have before. ok im gonna go take those pills i feel horrible..gah...
dude..angel works today!! pat, do you rember her?? the lady from blockbuster??? yea i have her schedual...and jermains..ill stop by and see whats up!!! shes kool..she speaks latin..and french and spanish. haha...i think i have her phone number..i dunno. im thinkin about hookin her up with jordan...maybe...i dunno. jermain is kool too...i use to work with him at nauticus..until he got fired for calling the director a "dike form hell...who dont get none anywase" haha...she really is. and he likes gay people..i know. he likes me..but our director.gah!! shes alwase looking at my ass...and hitting on me. i told her off one day..and then sat on the roof with charis for a couple of hours and nothing happened to me. haha...charis has the same prob...but she dosnt care. she plays along...and its a fun game to her. i think its intertaining...charis is kool...i mean shes a lesbian...shes just strange. haha...in a good way though...were supposed to get a new hammok..the big one we usualy chill on is well...riping...i mean usually its just me and charis up there in the hammok..and laura and frank go and make out somewhere...but laitly they have been on the hammok with us..and well its ripping. haha...
i wounder if they got it yet??? gah...heteros...haha. i think sharis's gf is going to come work at nauticus...i dunno. i heard talk...honestly i dont like her gf. shes such a bitch...and so mean. shes alwase bosing charis around and picking on her...i think im gonna say something. hmm..i should call her..wait i cant. ill see her later anywase...ill talk to her then. hmm....hey i should take rachel to nauticus to meet them...and to see the roof. ;) *cough, cough* haha...no its so kool up there. especially when its night time...i could spend hour up there..i have before. ok im gonna go take those pills i feel horrible..gah...