Just call it free association...
Free association is the act of saying or writing whatever comes to mind, so here i go....Every day is a reminder that I'm not going to be in high school forever. As the real world peers its head around the corner, I must wonder to myself, what has my impact been in the short time I've spent on Earth. What do people say when they hear the name Chris Methner. Do they think of me as a good guy, a funny guy, a dumbass, jock, prep, punk, dork, classy, trashy, cool, etc. Did I make the most of my care free high school days? Will I make something of myself, or will I merely fade into mediocrity? Did I hurt those that I love? And do the people who have hurt me have any remorse? I suppose the questioning can continue but to no avale, I will never no the truths to these questions. Which makes me think even more. However this makes me say to myself, why ask questions that will never be answered, and why think about a past that can not be remedied, and most of all who gives a shit what others think of me if I'm happy with myself. I have bigger and better things to tackle in my lifetime. Such as college, a career, and one day a family. This is a small chapter of my life, and I'm fortunate to say if my life was a book, it starts out on a good note. I can't say writing the rest of my book isn't a formidable task, quite frankly its pretty damn scarey, to those of you who read this, thanks. High school couldn't have been better and I owe it all to my friends. So as the next 3 days pass, and I leave my final mark on SCHS, I can only hope it was a positive one.