almost a month being home

[cmeth]

So it's been almost a month since i moved back home. I still think about cali all the time and wish I never had left. But then i think about being poor. And that isn't me. Then i think I would have lived there and been in college for a year. I think about all the great times i had and i dont regret anything because it was a life learning experience and i plan to move back there within a year or 2 so just wait ill be back.

I went to my aunts on saturday night for a labor day weekend party and well I saw so many old friends and friends of the family that haven't seen me in years and It felt so good to hear their response, " I wouldn't even know it was you if you were walking down the street" and thats a response from people that havent seen me in just a year or so. I guess because when they last saw me i was this chubby girl at age 12 then moved to harper woods and wasnt so chubby anymore had a few extra pounds but those came off once i started playing sports.

I miss california though i cant wait to visit steven i miss him the most.