well well well
its 4 am here and back home it would be around 7am and we just got in, we went to tim, adam, and todd's place tonight watched some cartoon movies. hanging out with those guys is a great time. Adam is such a sweetheart he was talking about his brother tonight about loosing him and everything i can kinda relate in some way and the way he spoke of him was amazing and brought tears to my eyes how he moved me so much about how great a guy his brother was. but yeah its a good time!
I've been in california for a week now and I have managed to switch my major, move twice and meet some awesome people all in this one week at Brooks! I don't think I would trade this for the world. I just wish someone was here knowing that I am doing great right now and starting my own life. Being on my own, going to college and even having a great time. But guess what I know he is up above looking down on me saying I know you could do it all. It's crazy because a month before this whole new experience I was in this great depression state. All i did for a month every night was cry cry and cry some more it was so upsetting and I had no clue what the hell was going on with me and why I was feeling this way. But since I've been out here it's been great! The first night i got out here I finally realized there was no looking back. It was either start it here or not start anywhere because I honestly believe if I stayed home for college I wouldn't be anywhere after I got my bachelor's. But see here I'm going to get some place and I will know the true meaning of being on your own because my mom isn't around. The other night though I was overwhelmed by what I was getting myself into about photography school. It didnt start off to how I thought it was going to be. I thought it would be a piece of cake. I walked into my first day of photo 101 and found I had to pay over a grand to start off in my first 3 week of college. I have no choice but switch my major right now because seriously if i would stayed as a photography major I would be in dept by the time I am 20. Yes ill be making millions some day so i can get out of that easliy but i dont need to begin dept before i get in a month of college. So yeah now im a film major and right now we are learing the basics of photography which is great because thats what i really love but for right now that is on hold .
one love!
Goodnight/ Goodmorning
I've been in california for a week now and I have managed to switch my major, move twice and meet some awesome people all in this one week at Brooks! I don't think I would trade this for the world. I just wish someone was here knowing that I am doing great right now and starting my own life. Being on my own, going to college and even having a great time. But guess what I know he is up above looking down on me saying I know you could do it all. It's crazy because a month before this whole new experience I was in this great depression state. All i did for a month every night was cry cry and cry some more it was so upsetting and I had no clue what the hell was going on with me and why I was feeling this way. But since I've been out here it's been great! The first night i got out here I finally realized there was no looking back. It was either start it here or not start anywhere because I honestly believe if I stayed home for college I wouldn't be anywhere after I got my bachelor's. But see here I'm going to get some place and I will know the true meaning of being on your own because my mom isn't around. The other night though I was overwhelmed by what I was getting myself into about photography school. It didnt start off to how I thought it was going to be. I thought it would be a piece of cake. I walked into my first day of photo 101 and found I had to pay over a grand to start off in my first 3 week of college. I have no choice but switch my major right now because seriously if i would stayed as a photography major I would be in dept by the time I am 20. Yes ill be making millions some day so i can get out of that easliy but i dont need to begin dept before i get in a month of college. So yeah now im a film major and right now we are learing the basics of photography which is great because thats what i really love but for right now that is on hold .
one love!
Goodnight/ Goodmorning