very strange month
Remember I am not stupid I just cant spell!
So November is turning out to be a very strange month for me.
First of I am hope to be changing positions at work, ya. I am finally going to be taking steps to remove my self from the sales floor a little. Witch is cool, because after many years on the sales floor I am feeling burnt out. Secondly I will get to work on computers more (mixed blessing there ;P ).
The strangeness comes in more in my personal life than Business.Ok lets see if you can follow this. There was a girl I liked and was sort of seeing, that I was growing attached to. Turns out see is in love with this guy somewhere not here. Said guy is now moving here to have a relationship so James losess. :( Fear not I dont quite lose I still get a very good friend. :) But seeing as how this ended there was this other girl who I liked who wasn't ready for a relationship when I met her so we agreed to be friends. (this was a while ago) But recently she has mentioned wanting a relationship in general. So when she was having a party I built up this plan in my head (dont get the wrong idea it is not sinister I'm juts weird) that I would ask her if she wanted to try dating now. That didn't really happen. Instead this girl I had only met a couple of times seduced me ( ;) oh ya! ) and I did something uncharecturistic of me and sort of leaped into be.. reading poetry with her. She is really great, to much like me that it is scary.
Lately, I have been sort of down troden on the whole love thing, so I am hesatant to fully embraise a relationship, actually I dont even know if she wants one really, though we have been hanging out a bit sence then. I get attached to easialy and then far to heart broken. It sucks but that is just the way I am and after trying to fight it I have decided to just accept that and try to live with it.
Third I actually made a post to my journal. WOW thats just strange. :P
Maby I will post again soon.
So November is turning out to be a very strange month for me.
First of I am hope to be changing positions at work, ya. I am finally going to be taking steps to remove my self from the sales floor a little. Witch is cool, because after many years on the sales floor I am feeling burnt out. Secondly I will get to work on computers more (mixed blessing there ;P ).
The strangeness comes in more in my personal life than Business.Ok lets see if you can follow this. There was a girl I liked and was sort of seeing, that I was growing attached to. Turns out see is in love with this guy somewhere not here. Said guy is now moving here to have a relationship so James losess. :( Fear not I dont quite lose I still get a very good friend. :) But seeing as how this ended there was this other girl who I liked who wasn't ready for a relationship when I met her so we agreed to be friends. (this was a while ago) But recently she has mentioned wanting a relationship in general. So when she was having a party I built up this plan in my head (dont get the wrong idea it is not sinister I'm juts weird) that I would ask her if she wanted to try dating now. That didn't really happen. Instead this girl I had only met a couple of times seduced me ( ;) oh ya! ) and I did something uncharecturistic of me and sort of leaped into be.. reading poetry with her. She is really great, to much like me that it is scary.
Lately, I have been sort of down troden on the whole love thing, so I am hesatant to fully embraise a relationship, actually I dont even know if she wants one really, though we have been hanging out a bit sence then. I get attached to easialy and then far to heart broken. It sucks but that is just the way I am and after trying to fight it I have decided to just accept that and try to live with it.
Third I actually made a post to my journal. WOW thats just strange. :P
Maby I will post again soon.