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I feel like that last entry was awkward and wasteful.
In my time in Kat's head, I haven't really defined too much about myself, but here's what I've been able to figure out. Head-canon, it's been called, I believe.
I have a favorite color. This favorite color is black.
After months of careful deliberation, I've come to the conclusion that I'm not attracted to women. Oooh, an RP character that's homosexual. How original. I actually find myself a little embarrassed by it.
An especially sweet Shion might be able to cancel that out, but only in a vacuum, and I wouldn't want to keep any instance of Shion in a vacuum. She's got so much else going for her.
There is a sort of resident Margulis around in Kat's head. He's outspoken and fun and quite irreverent. Because of all of this, he's completely out of character almost all of the time and I consider him to be a mockery of most things Margulis. For clarity's sake, I'm singling him out as u_tic_something. Sometimes he gets serious, but he just enjoys himself too much, and is therefore no longer himself. All the integrity Margulis has in Kat's stories comes from other ideas of Margulis who talk to Kat less than I do. Trying to talk to one of them would leave me feeling more vulnerable than I'd like, because if there's one man in the universe I'd let near me, it'd be him. Getting into that now is really complicated, but kind of, all I really want is him, despite the possible embarrassment and infractions upon my dignity, and if that's not an option, I don't want a continued romantic relationship with anyone.
I have a crush on Robert Pattinson, and therefore do not hate Twilight. u_tic_something makes fun of me for it constantly.
I want to marry Susan Boyle for the same reason Edgar Allan Poe got crushy on Despair from Sandman in the Sandman manga. u_tic_something says he allows this because she's obviously Ormus. As if I'd change my mind if he didn't allow it. (I guess this means that if I had any affiliation with any of the Endless, I'd probably be closest to Despair, too.)
I find myself highly annoying. If I were a teenager, I'd probably be dying my hair and painting my fingernails black and writing poetry based on Cure and Joy Division songs. If I'm going to be goth, I'm going to be old school goth and not pop-punk emo goth.
I kind of like Jay Sean, too, but don't let anyone know that. I am not privy to Kat's interest in Justin Timberlake. That's Hayden's fault. Although I do have a deep-seated hatred for Britney Spears. The enemy of my enemy is my friend, but I have my pride. Of course I say this after I admit that I'm gay on the internet. FFFF. This seemed like a better idea before I started doing this.
In my time in Kat's head, I haven't really defined too much about myself, but here's what I've been able to figure out. Head-canon, it's been called, I believe.
I have a favorite color. This favorite color is black.
After months of careful deliberation, I've come to the conclusion that I'm not attracted to women. Oooh, an RP character that's homosexual. How original. I actually find myself a little embarrassed by it.
An especially sweet Shion might be able to cancel that out, but only in a vacuum, and I wouldn't want to keep any instance of Shion in a vacuum. She's got so much else going for her.
There is a sort of resident Margulis around in Kat's head. He's outspoken and fun and quite irreverent. Because of all of this, he's completely out of character almost all of the time and I consider him to be a mockery of most things Margulis. For clarity's sake, I'm singling him out as u_tic_something. Sometimes he gets serious, but he just enjoys himself too much, and is therefore no longer himself. All the integrity Margulis has in Kat's stories comes from other ideas of Margulis who talk to Kat less than I do. Trying to talk to one of them would leave me feeling more vulnerable than I'd like, because if there's one man in the universe I'd let near me, it'd be him. Getting into that now is really complicated, but kind of, all I really want is him, despite the possible embarrassment and infractions upon my dignity, and if that's not an option, I don't want a continued romantic relationship with anyone.
I have a crush on Robert Pattinson, and therefore do not hate Twilight. u_tic_something makes fun of me for it constantly.
I want to marry Susan Boyle for the same reason Edgar Allan Poe got crushy on Despair from Sandman in the Sandman manga. u_tic_something says he allows this because she's obviously Ormus. As if I'd change my mind if he didn't allow it. (I guess this means that if I had any affiliation with any of the Endless, I'd probably be closest to Despair, too.)
I find myself highly annoying. If I were a teenager, I'd probably be dying my hair and painting my fingernails black and writing poetry based on Cure and Joy Division songs. If I'm going to be goth, I'm going to be old school goth and not pop-punk emo goth.
I kind of like Jay Sean, too, but don't let anyone know that. I am not privy to Kat's interest in Justin Timberlake. That's Hayden's fault. Although I do have a deep-seated hatred for Britney Spears. The enemy of my enemy is my friend, but I have my pride. Of course I say this after I admit that I'm gay on the internet. FFFF. This seemed like a better idea before I started doing this.