I have returned to my post--!!!! :DDDDDDDDD

Aug 08, 2005 08:30

Juan told me that I must be the greatest pretending to be happy castle guard ever!! Well...not exactly, but it is close enough to that description, so I shall assume that position, even if it is contradictory to my feelings right now. I have to, seeing as if I do not he will continue spreading news about me that is NOT true.

The other evening everyone was at the café because Lady Leona's bar was opening soon. It was good to see everyone happy and safe, but Sir Yuber was there, and I am afraid I was a teeny bit emotional because I realized that I really really really hate him and I am not supposed to hate people and hatred is such a horrible feeling and I hate myself for hating him and his lack of hatred for my own hatred our current state of business. When I challenge him again (and I intend to do so, for I am still honing my skills during every free moment of my day) I intend to defeat him, and he told me that it is possible for me to ask him to wager something of equal importance, but I do not know what Sir Yuber values, so I am at a severe disadvantage.

Lady Sarah and Lady Ronnie were at the café as well, but although Lady Sarah said I was brave for wishing to challenge Sir Yuber and brave I do not feel, Lady Ronnie was very frightening insistent that I should punch her. ;_; I cannot do such a thing to her--she has just arrived and is a guest!!! Then she told me that sitting on stools resolve problems, but by sitting upon one I remembered even more things that I had to worry about so she bought me a smoothie. She said smoothies solve problems, but I do not think it worked because she started talking about problems and wouldn't let me go and it was very awkward and creepy and uncomfortable, but I ran away in the end and do not intend to let my guard down around her ever ever ever ever EVER again!!!

I also stopped by Lady Leona's new tavern when it opened, but everyone was drinking and I only wanted to protect everyone from the dangers of drinking; however, no one seemed to listen to me except Sir Colton, for he is very wise. He told me of a special blue-bothersome-somethingorother that would save everyone from alcohol, were they to drink it. :O Lady Estella said that it can be purchased in a trade shop in Le Buque behind the mantor nests, but Sir Colton said she was a liar. If he knows liars so well, then why does he not know where it is located???? I eventually left because it did not seem like anyone would listen to me and I was afraid of all the alcohol.

I also went to speak to Granny Taki earlier in the week. ....I....suppose I feel a little better but not really after telling her what was bothering me, but in thinking about it I felt even more bothered than I was before because it is very bothersome being bothered by such bothering things. She gave me a baking lesson, and I hope I did as well as she said even though she told many jokes that I did not really understand. And she said things that reminded me of other things that hurt to think about, but I have resolved not to think about such foolish things anymore.

sarah, leona, drunks, taki, yuber, ronnie bell, baking lessons, distress, juan, colton, patrolling, duels, humiliation

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