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Biggest outing for a thursday i've ever been on! lol well its not that big but the damn planning behind it took me over.. and made me all stressed out.. but i had a good time! =]
what was going to be a simple road trip down to san jose with jon, mike, lars, and milo.. turned out to be a late surprise birthday dinner for calvin..
it was a very long day.. started off with school in the morning.. going around running errands.. and literally i ran! made cupcakes, ate at TK noodle, watched sophie scholl (intense movie btw, but it did drag), killed time, picked up mike, met up with jon..then we both headed down to pick up dj.. iono how jon did it besides speeding but he managed to pick up dj and calvin, and meet up at the restaurant at the same time.. damn the traffic! o well..at that point was pissed and i said THIS is why i don't wanna go to sjsu..(not the only reason.. sf has classes i like for example leisure studies! lol o and come on a city like sf there's always something new to do!) but yea we waited for our table ate at old spaghetti factory which was awesome.. that cheese they have on the pasta is interesting but it makes everything dry.. hmm yea after that we hung around campus, got to see karen! and i met up with my ex-co-worker and cousin yup cool stuff.. headed home at around 9:30 got home at 10:35? including dropping ppl off.. so all in all it was a very long productive fun day - the stress i guess..meh
lesson of this day?: i will not plan something this detailed again, just to be disappointed that the times didn't match...mann i shoulda learned from leisure class.. its a freakin no brainer i need more spontaneity
damn it.. i am the transporter =]
omg.. damn that calvin..so here's the 411 lol since he doesn't read this i'm berry berry happy about that.. so turns out yes.. he does still like me more than a friend in his words (in a way i guess) what do you mean you guess!?!? so yea and he knows that i don't feel the same way.. but he's pushing me yet again to do something i know will not be right.. and why hang out or even think about dating him when i'm getting all these guilty and overall bad feelings? he wants to hang out some time and i told him i won't be free for the next week which is kinda true.. he told me there are somethings he regretted not doing to me, and let's go on a date, in layman's terms give me a chance to show how i really feel about you or whatever.. and i guess i've been subtle enough.. that i have to move on to a more direct 'gentle' approach.. apparently he's not getting the subtle messages.. dj says if this happened to him he would think i'd still like him b.c i set this outing up.. and in a way i guess it is my fault for doing this and maybe 'leading him on' ::rolls eyes:: but come on can't this be a good friend who just cares about you like a friend? he keeps thinking there's this chance that i'll fall for him or something.. but honestly how can i.. he even asked what could he change about himself to i guess make me like him more? noo class time freakin a i think that's about it.. whatever i saved the convo to read over
what was going to be a simple road trip down to san jose with jon, mike, lars, and milo.. turned out to be a late surprise birthday dinner for calvin..
it was a very long day.. started off with school in the morning.. going around running errands.. and literally i ran! made cupcakes, ate at TK noodle, watched sophie scholl (intense movie btw, but it did drag), killed time, picked up mike, met up with jon..then we both headed down to pick up dj.. iono how jon did it besides speeding but he managed to pick up dj and calvin, and meet up at the restaurant at the same time.. damn the traffic! o well..at that point was pissed and i said THIS is why i don't wanna go to sjsu..(not the only reason.. sf has classes i like for example leisure studies! lol o and come on a city like sf there's always something new to do!) but yea we waited for our table ate at old spaghetti factory which was awesome.. that cheese they have on the pasta is interesting but it makes everything dry.. hmm yea after that we hung around campus, got to see karen! and i met up with my ex-co-worker and cousin yup cool stuff.. headed home at around 9:30 got home at 10:35? including dropping ppl off.. so all in all it was a very long productive fun day - the stress i guess..meh
lesson of this day?: i will not plan something this detailed again, just to be disappointed that the times didn't match...mann i shoulda learned from leisure class.. its a freakin no brainer i need more spontaneity
damn it.. i am the transporter =]
omg.. damn that calvin..so here's the 411 lol since he doesn't read this i'm berry berry happy about that.. so turns out yes.. he does still like me more than a friend in his words (in a way i guess) what do you mean you guess!?!? so yea and he knows that i don't feel the same way.. but he's pushing me yet again to do something i know will not be right.. and why hang out or even think about dating him when i'm getting all these guilty and overall bad feelings? he wants to hang out some time and i told him i won't be free for the next week which is kinda true.. he told me there are somethings he regretted not doing to me, and let's go on a date, in layman's terms give me a chance to show how i really feel about you or whatever.. and i guess i've been subtle enough.. that i have to move on to a more direct 'gentle' approach.. apparently he's not getting the subtle messages.. dj says if this happened to him he would think i'd still like him b.c i set this outing up.. and in a way i guess it is my fault for doing this and maybe 'leading him on' ::rolls eyes:: but come on can't this be a good friend who just cares about you like a friend? he keeps thinking there's this chance that i'll fall for him or something.. but honestly how can i.. he even asked what could he change about himself to i guess make me like him more? noo class time freakin a i think that's about it.. whatever i saved the convo to read over