Home Among the Hills.....or is it home?

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So I'm leaving for WV in a few hours....approximately 8 to be a little more specific....it's odd to go back home....to be a visitor whereupon I once lived....but what's odd I suppose is that Salem never was home to me.....I grew up in Buckhannon and my parents didn't even move to Salem till I was already through my first year at Wesleyan. I guess, going home means going to where my family is more so than where I grew up.....and is it home anymore though? I've got "Home Among the Hills" going through my head right now though, and I guess it's right....my true home is among those WV "hills"...I've just grown accoustomed to the flatness of Southern Virginia and my life here without family but with my friends who are like family to me.

It's been harder to leave VA to visit this time....and it shouldn't be.....there is no reason that it should be other than that thing I alluded to in my previous entry. *SIGH* I'm just so confused by life....it shouldn't be this confusing anymore...I'm 26 and things for a truly adult life should be falling into place, but instead I am single, rent my home, and have debt to my eyeballs between my student loans, credit cards, and the payments for my cute little sports car that I just had to have.....speaking of which.....here's the picture of it that the dealer emailed me the day I bought it (and when I remember how to do a cut I'll do so!!!)