Dazed and Confused
Well, here I sit again. Typig to all you lovely people out there in cyber space. So I talked to Andrea for a whole 5 minutes. Didnt expect to actually. By the sounds of her xanga and away messages on AIM, I figured she didnt want to. Apparently I was wrong. So she tells me she isnt mad or anything AGAIN. Yet to me, her posts and such seem to say otherwise. I just dont get it. I hate that all this happened. Why didnt I just tell Scott I wasnt goin Saturday night? Guess the biggest part of it is the whole distance thing. Yeah its hard and yeah it takes effort. Not like I didnt put forth any. Hell as far as I knew, we weren't "together". So why does it hafta be so difficult? Who knows. I just guess I need to talk to her for more than 5 minutes. Cuz I kinda hadta bounce out rather quickly earlier. Didnt wanna, but I had to. Scott sent me a message sayin to call him asap, which to me seemed urgent cuz he never does that.
Yeah well it wasnt an emergency, oh well I suppose. We ended up goin and playin pool. They met us there too, which was cool. Got to hang and get my hands all blue. So now it looks like Ive been fingering a smurf. LOL!
Anyways, nothin much else goin on, just rather..confused and shit. I dont know. Maybe Ill get to talk to her tomorrow and make sence of it all. Maybe I wont. Maybe I should just forget it and go on. Not dwell on it.
So what else to talk about? Well last night (Monday) was rather..FUN! ***note the sarcasm people*** Spent 4 or 5 hours in the emergency room. Why you ask? Simple, I was pukin my guts up..AGAIN. Gee go figure. "When it rains, it pours". Seems her elately things have been bein analy retentive. Had a friend walk away from our friendship. Never thought in a million years that would happen. Whatever though. His choice. *shrugs* Anyways, Im going to get up outta here and stop boring you all with my shitty past few days. Ima go fix me a bite to eat, sit here and listen to music, go masterbate and fall asleep with my cock in my hand most definately. Im fuckin out.
C
Yeah well it wasnt an emergency, oh well I suppose. We ended up goin and playin pool. They met us there too, which was cool. Got to hang and get my hands all blue. So now it looks like Ive been fingering a smurf. LOL!
Anyways, nothin much else goin on, just rather..confused and shit. I dont know. Maybe Ill get to talk to her tomorrow and make sence of it all. Maybe I wont. Maybe I should just forget it and go on. Not dwell on it.
So what else to talk about? Well last night (Monday) was rather..FUN! ***note the sarcasm people*** Spent 4 or 5 hours in the emergency room. Why you ask? Simple, I was pukin my guts up..AGAIN. Gee go figure. "When it rains, it pours". Seems her elately things have been bein analy retentive. Had a friend walk away from our friendship. Never thought in a million years that would happen. Whatever though. His choice. *shrugs* Anyways, Im going to get up outta here and stop boring you all with my shitty past few days. Ima go fix me a bite to eat, sit here and listen to music, go masterbate and fall asleep with my cock in my hand most definately. Im fuckin out.
C