All the cool kids are doing it...
A live journal...so ill join yet another cult...so many for only being the young age of 18. the real inspiration for writing is so that i can be stalked. Also i can now stalk without being a true stalker, like i was. I feel like i am getting a little old. My mother is watching Nick at Nite and fresh prince is on? excuse me...i remember when there where still new episodes. Im having serious problems with being back in the US...pretty much its the weather...and the fact that despite my hope things have changed. Everyone has had all of these life changing events happen...or maybe not at all. My mother just talked to the tv..and told some women to "get some soul"... in regards to their dancing style while listening to stevie wonder.i ask what does betsy know about having "soul". she also loves to name off all of the celebs(all of which are old) that she knows. Oh mother. Back on changes...while away i was completely numb to changes here...things were changing constantly...seriously things were totally different day after day...new places, people , plans...But i was never a part of change here. Im home now and im back in the loop and i am part of things here...hopping into the previously changed things and being expected to move with them...its too much for me now...i seriously want to be back in the sun...damnnit seasonal depression. that must be it.