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Oooh...things have gotten interesting. I met this guy, Alex. Totally incredible, rockin' my world, and I'm pretty damn sure it's reciporical. Totally moving to Wales in a week to go to this awesome school. Now I mean, I'm falling for the guy, hardcore. At first I was iffy about going into anything long-distance, but the more I get to know him, the more I know I can make it work on my end. We talked about it tonight, hashed everything out. He's decided that he needs some time to think about it. Which of course, I totally respect. Nonetheless, I'm bouncing off the walls thinking about everything. Worrying that he'll decide that it's not worth it for him. And if that's the case, of course I'd respect it, even though I'd be pretty damn hurt. He says that as of now, he's leaning toward trying to make things work, just needs some time to think. I know that when I think, I can totally change my mind pretty easily. I'm hoping that he's more set in his convictions in this case than I've been before. On my end though, with him, I'm totally there. I want this to happen. I really want this to happen. And if he decides to make things work out, I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure he's the luckiest guy ever. I know for sure he likes me, I'm just going crazy while we're in this state of limbo. Ugh. But hey, part of love is respect, and I'm doing everything in my power to respect him now, so I know there'll be love later on.
// End bitching
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