Hi there! I have a drabble!
Name/nickname: You can call me lintu (:
Where are you from? I'm from Argentina, so english is not my mother tongue.
What colour is your hair? (Hey, it's better than being asked your age, isn't it?) Dark? Brown? I'm not sure xD
What's your favourite Hotch/Reid episode and/or scene? Basically, everytime they look at each other xD Maybe the "Are you punishing me?" "No, I'm using you." scene. And of course, the Revelation's hug and LDSK.
Is there anything else we should know about you? I won't be posting much because I don't speak english but I've been loving this comm from afar a long time. Let's hope someday I feel comfortable writing in english.
Title: Never too late to be honest.
Author: lintu00
Pairing(s)/Characters: Hotch/Reid - Aaron Hotchner.
Rating: PG-13.
Warnings: Spoilers for 5x09:"100".
Disclaimer: Criminal Minds does not belong to me. Not profit made.
Summary: "I feel like I should say sorry. But I'm not sorry, Haley. I'm happy with him."
Word Counter: 340.
Notes: As stated above, english is not my first language so if you notice something off or something not making sense, just tell me and I'll change it. I tried my best to make this as grammatical correct as I could. Also, this is for my friend celine, aka shellaura (I heart you girl).
Never too late to be honest
It's cold and the flowers are dying but the sky is clear and he can see the stars. He can count them if he wanted to.
There's silence and he feels lonely, sitting here, alone, in the night. All dark except for the light the moon provides.
He's not really alone.
"I feel like I should say sorry." he murmurs. No one's really there to hear him. "But that feels wrong, too."
He almost can see Haley smile that little smile of hers and his heart hurts and there's not enough air, not enough pain, not enough happiness in the world.
"You know why I'm here, don't you?" he starts again, before he can get too emotional. He had cried too much, he doesn't need tears anymore. "I remember when you said that I watched Spencer too much... I didn't know how right you were back then." He smiles. It's sad and it's full of love too. "I... we... we can't get married. Because of the job." And he's picturing that frown on her, he hears the 'your job is going to kill you' and he agrees now, he knows. "Spencer understands." he says. "Our job is who we are."
He can smell something in the air. Rain and storm and humid night. There are no clouds right now but there's going to be soon.
Aaron sighs, he's tired.
"We're moving in together." a pause "I feel like I should say sorry." he repeats. "But I'm not sorry, Haley. I'm happy with him. God, Jack loves him too. And sometimes... for a minute or two... we just... I..." He clears his throat "He makes me forget how empty I am inside, how broken. He makes me smile the way you used to and I... am happy."
He doesn't know exactly why he is confessing all this, but he needs to say it out loud. He needs Haley to know.
"I love him. I love him so much..." he finally says. And somehow he knows she knew it all along.
Where are you from? I'm from Argentina, so english is not my mother tongue.
What colour is your hair? (Hey, it's better than being asked your age, isn't it?) Dark? Brown? I'm not sure xD
What's your favourite Hotch/Reid episode and/or scene? Basically, everytime they look at each other xD Maybe the "Are you punishing me?" "No, I'm using you." scene. And of course, the Revelation's hug and LDSK.
Is there anything else we should know about you? I won't be posting much because I don't speak english but I've been loving this comm from afar a long time. Let's hope someday I feel comfortable writing in english.
Title: Never too late to be honest.
Author: lintu00
Pairing(s)/Characters: Hotch/Reid - Aaron Hotchner.
Rating: PG-13.
Warnings: Spoilers for 5x09:"100".
Disclaimer: Criminal Minds does not belong to me. Not profit made.
Summary: "I feel like I should say sorry. But I'm not sorry, Haley. I'm happy with him."
Word Counter: 340.
Notes: As stated above, english is not my first language so if you notice something off or something not making sense, just tell me and I'll change it. I tried my best to make this as grammatical correct as I could. Also, this is for my friend celine, aka shellaura (I heart you girl).
Never too late to be honest
It's cold and the flowers are dying but the sky is clear and he can see the stars. He can count them if he wanted to.
There's silence and he feels lonely, sitting here, alone, in the night. All dark except for the light the moon provides.
He's not really alone.
"I feel like I should say sorry." he murmurs. No one's really there to hear him. "But that feels wrong, too."
He almost can see Haley smile that little smile of hers and his heart hurts and there's not enough air, not enough pain, not enough happiness in the world.
"You know why I'm here, don't you?" he starts again, before he can get too emotional. He had cried too much, he doesn't need tears anymore. "I remember when you said that I watched Spencer too much... I didn't know how right you were back then." He smiles. It's sad and it's full of love too. "I... we... we can't get married. Because of the job." And he's picturing that frown on her, he hears the 'your job is going to kill you' and he agrees now, he knows. "Spencer understands." he says. "Our job is who we are."
He can smell something in the air. Rain and storm and humid night. There are no clouds right now but there's going to be soon.
Aaron sighs, he's tired.
"We're moving in together." a pause "I feel like I should say sorry." he repeats. "But I'm not sorry, Haley. I'm happy with him. God, Jack loves him too. And sometimes... for a minute or two... we just... I..." He clears his throat "He makes me forget how empty I am inside, how broken. He makes me smile the way you used to and I... am happy."
He doesn't know exactly why he is confessing all this, but he needs to say it out loud. He needs Haley to know.
"I love him. I love him so much..." he finally says. And somehow he knows she knew it all along.