hmmm
I miss my friends. All i do every day is wake up go to school go to work go to football and go home do homework then sleep and do it all over again. The one thing i look foward to my boys sleepiin over friday nights carlos doesnt wanna come cause he just didnt feel like it. Ok it was still fun cause B spent the entire night on the phone with his gf much similar to what Carlos prolly would of done. I wish everything would go back to the way it was. I had all my friends back and they were therewhen i needed them. Cassie and me did have a good long talk thou on our way back from Salisbury that made me feel alot better cause i can always vent to her. But fishing with Tony n his dad was the therapy i needed it was so beautiful on the water trollin watchin the sun rise on the calmest water ive ever seen on the bay. Just jokes reelin in a few fish makin pirate jokes at opther ships crossin our lines sleepin in the "stockholds" as i call it a lil space under the cabin to sleep very comfy and catchin crabs off the docks by hand. Montgomery Gentry will also be a great time Saturday with Laura just me and her one on one for a while im lookin foward to it although emily was like why didnt u invite us n i go well everytime i do carlos says no cause he doesnt wanna spend money anor he just "doesnt know who they are" and cant be too good if he doesnt kno em carlos doesnt even like country he only knows 2 people prolly nthose r prolly the ones emily likes. But whatever me n him still have our side jokes in AP Euro if that even amounts to anything. And as for timewith emily she mine as well not exist in my life cause i never see talk or hang out with her anymore. And her sex jokes bout me n laura was funny at JC the other day but not if she keeps it up in school bc thats crossin my line a bit too far no ones business but myn n hers i dont talk about their sexual life (not for the past long while atleast). Ok im vented i feel much better now and if someone gets offended by this sorry but whatever i needed to vent.