a surpise and feelings i have let go.. that haunt me..
i didnt think it would b easy to let u go.. c u as a friend.. and i have.. im listening to u on the phone..and i dont no how to say this..but.. ur just a friend to me.. even when were laughing about the stupidest things.. the same stupid things that we use to back when it was what it was..
telling me ur future plans.. and im just listening and thinking about someone else.. the one that is making me happy.. u pushed me away.. and made me want someone more.. and now that i have it.. ur just my friend.. even though u seem to b getting a lil jealous we dont do what we use to.. hang out as friends.. i guess u always just saw me that way.. i was retarded for involving my heart.... but now i have every reason to use my heart.. cuz its being treated the way i wanna treat someone else other than my friend..
yah hes over me.. sometimes were upset...but.. its something healthy we all go through.. i care alot about him..and im glad he and i r in the relationship were in.. and im glad my friends prefer him over u.. they c it in him that he cares.. yah they say they saw it in u...but they also saw the side of u.. that or when u treated me worst than shit.. haha i hate these words.. i hate even thinking about it.. but.. its reality..and i do care for u.. as my friend.. and i hope ur able to respect that i have moved on..and found someone to make me as happy.. as u were when ud tell me ur happiness when u were in ur relationship..
anyways.. my elbow hurts from falling in the restroom..but i did save beer haha.. i guess my slip n slide skills were gone for the night.. haha.. my jeans have every mark and skid mark to prove it.. the swim at the beach was great.. sure they were trying to hook u up.. in front of my face..but thats a typical miserable thing for someone who is miserable themselves.. no respect.. haha. yah were alone in the corner of the pool for a reason..
mr taco should become a statewide resturant haha. its just soo YUMMM!! to bad i can never finesh anything i order..
telling me ur future plans.. and im just listening and thinking about someone else.. the one that is making me happy.. u pushed me away.. and made me want someone more.. and now that i have it.. ur just my friend.. even though u seem to b getting a lil jealous we dont do what we use to.. hang out as friends.. i guess u always just saw me that way.. i was retarded for involving my heart.... but now i have every reason to use my heart.. cuz its being treated the way i wanna treat someone else other than my friend..
yah hes over me.. sometimes were upset...but.. its something healthy we all go through.. i care alot about him..and im glad he and i r in the relationship were in.. and im glad my friends prefer him over u.. they c it in him that he cares.. yah they say they saw it in u...but they also saw the side of u.. that or when u treated me worst than shit.. haha i hate these words.. i hate even thinking about it.. but.. its reality..and i do care for u.. as my friend.. and i hope ur able to respect that i have moved on..and found someone to make me as happy.. as u were when ud tell me ur happiness when u were in ur relationship..
anyways.. my elbow hurts from falling in the restroom..but i did save beer haha.. i guess my slip n slide skills were gone for the night.. haha.. my jeans have every mark and skid mark to prove it.. the swim at the beach was great.. sure they were trying to hook u up.. in front of my face..but thats a typical miserable thing for someone who is miserable themselves.. no respect.. haha. yah were alone in the corner of the pool for a reason..
mr taco should become a statewide resturant haha. its just soo YUMMM!! to bad i can never finesh anything i order..