who would have thought
So this passed weekend was something diff..... I have so much love for u...I have so much respect...but I'm not gonna allow myself to feel bad cuz I can't b someones friend any longer.... I honestly am speechless as to how to tell u..... I can't even imagine the words to use to express to u how this is making me feel....I wish it was or is as easy as it is to write what I wanna say to u...rather than actually telling u.....
--i can't b someones or everyones friend forever...or as long as it can take .... I don't wanna sem rude...but that has always been my problem..I'm always the one chasing after someone... Waiting for someone..and then in the end it doesn't happen..I can't or I know I wouldn't b able to handle that happening with us....
--ive met someone who feels the same for me...and is willing to take things more than just a friend .... He doesn't compare to u....but he has said he likes what I do....the way I think of things...he said he liked how I made him smile .... I havnt changed my mind about u ... I just changed my mind in waiting for u to come around .... Mayb right now isn't our time mayb I'm loosing our chance ... But I need that feeling from someone who is willing to hold my hand...kiss or hug me without making me feel as if its a bother to request that .... To request to feel appreciated or wanted... Yes u do make me feel good when I'm around...but I need some form of affection ... nothing sexual has happend ... Nothing that I have regreted or will the only thing was I felt liked,wanted,and admired
--i have to tell u this...u do need to no y the change in me is happening I just don't no how I'm gonna say it.....
-*-* this weekend was great..we spent the whole weekend together....and u came over here to c me everyday... It was nice...nothing but sweet kisses from u...I felt special and I thank u for making me feel that
--i can't b someones or everyones friend forever...or as long as it can take .... I don't wanna sem rude...but that has always been my problem..I'm always the one chasing after someone... Waiting for someone..and then in the end it doesn't happen..I can't or I know I wouldn't b able to handle that happening with us....
--ive met someone who feels the same for me...and is willing to take things more than just a friend .... He doesn't compare to u....but he has said he likes what I do....the way I think of things...he said he liked how I made him smile .... I havnt changed my mind about u ... I just changed my mind in waiting for u to come around .... Mayb right now isn't our time mayb I'm loosing our chance ... But I need that feeling from someone who is willing to hold my hand...kiss or hug me without making me feel as if its a bother to request that .... To request to feel appreciated or wanted... Yes u do make me feel good when I'm around...but I need some form of affection ... nothing sexual has happend ... Nothing that I have regreted or will the only thing was I felt liked,wanted,and admired
--i have to tell u this...u do need to no y the change in me is happening I just don't no how I'm gonna say it.....
-*-* this weekend was great..we spent the whole weekend together....and u came over here to c me everyday... It was nice...nothing but sweet kisses from u...I felt special and I thank u for making me feel that