Well guys, today Missy is being put down. It's so damn hard, I hate it. Everyone tells me to think about the positive things and I really appreciate everyones support.
I feel like I'm going to burst out crying or throw up or explode.
Me and Melissa took her on a last walk yesterday and Missy was rolling around in the snow, acting like there wasn't a care in the world. Melissa started to cry and that made me fight back the tears. I sped home while Melissa took her time. I played my guitar for a good hour and talked to Dad about it.
At around noon, Mom is going to fill out paperwork at the vet's then come back and get my Dad and Missy. I'm not going to go.
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