My Baby is in Europe !!!

Feb 27, 2005 08:59

This is the longest that Ryan has been away from me since Cispis! I've never had the 'sharing custody' thing to deal with, the 'weekends with Dad' thing was not a part of our life...I'm actually torn between glad and sad about that. (Oh, just another long story of my life that no one wants to hear again.) But Ryan and I have always just had each other as 'family'. Most kids are carted off to "dad's" for the weekends and long visits during the summer...I've always had my son with me. Whenever he is gone I feel like a part of me is missing - a huge part. Being a Mother is such a powerful thing - there is just no explaining it, there are no words to describe the wonder of it. You have to experience it. I feel sorry for men, they never get to feel that bond that comes from carrying life inside of your body and feeling it grow (and kick!!).

Sorry, got carried away. I miss him. But Ryan being gone also renews my love for him, (as you all know, he can be a bit much sometimes, but then --- well when he's not around, it's like he left a big hole in space...a hole that only he can fill in our lives). He's my baby and will always be "my baby" -- being a parent is definitely a Life Long Job and I love every minute of it.

So, Ryan...behave yourself and stop hitting Nicc!!!
And Nicc, stop leaving and not telling Ryan where you are going!
And Ryan, don't call me anymore if you can't find someone over there...you do realize that you are thousands of miles away, don't you?
Guys! Go figure.

Ryan, stop sleeping in Pubs. Stop smoking so much, I don't care how much the Germans smoke. And quit falling for that German game of, "Let's see how much the American will actually drink before he pukes or dies!" Yeah, what fun.

Nicc, stop letting Ryan get sucked into that German game of, "Let's see how much the American will actually drink before he pukes or dies!" OK? Take care of my baby. lol

It sounds like you two are having fun...I loved hearing you two laughing so much this morning...even if Ryan called me WAY TOO EARLY in MY morning. It does wonders for my heart to hear such laughter.

Love to both of you.

Don't forget my chocolate!
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