ONE more day!
Yessa!! it is almost time for Adriana to be here..one more full day and she will be here i am soo excited..you dont even know! i miss her soo much and cant wait to get crunk with her and brittany!it is gonna be a blast!we have many FUN plans!we are gonna hit up the beach a few times at NIGHT! everything else well it will happen when it happens.. she will be here until sunday! but anyways im soooo excited!!
School went by REALLY fast today and yesterday man i think it is all the coffee i drink before school now!i feel like i am more fouced until i start think about things in my life then i get off track....like today when i was thinking abot how i let pepole walk all over me and i let them use me but yet i dont say anything it is like i want to but i dont want them to get mad at me or hate me! but i think i shouldnt care what pepole think about me and i should only care about the people i know i can trust and that is only about 3 friends! i know that i can trust them with my life if i had too! they are the best people i have ever known(execpt my parents and sisters) but that dosnt count!then i relize that i will forgive someone and then they will trun around and do that same thing over agine and i just let it happpen! i am glad that i have grown so much in the past year and i can finally relize how people really are and who my true friends are and who is not! it is great! i have never had soo many great friends in my life! it is awsome! i mean like i used to be sooo popular then i went to a differnt high school then all of them and i had NO friends and now i only have a few but man they are the best and i love it! i am also glad that i can say what is on my mind now(most of the time) and i feel like people will only like me more when i do that it is a great feeling! but i dont even know why i shared that but hey i felt like it...so blah!
so i was in 3rd and the announcements came on and they were playing Bob Marley and yessa miss BLB came to my mind and i was like that is my best friends favorite person! and everyone looked at me like i was retarded or something! but hey FUCK EM'
I have to work today and it is not gonna be fun cuz BLB isnt gonna be there at all and i am sad she will be having fun with everyone else while i am stuck at work! but hey she didnt have anyone last night so it is payback time i guess
i have a felling this is really long and i am typing really really fast so there probely is like 1 million errors but catch ya all on the flip side!
LETS GO CAMPING!!
School went by REALLY fast today and yesterday man i think it is all the coffee i drink before school now!i feel like i am more fouced until i start think about things in my life then i get off track....like today when i was thinking abot how i let pepole walk all over me and i let them use me but yet i dont say anything it is like i want to but i dont want them to get mad at me or hate me! but i think i shouldnt care what pepole think about me and i should only care about the people i know i can trust and that is only about 3 friends! i know that i can trust them with my life if i had too! they are the best people i have ever known(execpt my parents and sisters) but that dosnt count!then i relize that i will forgive someone and then they will trun around and do that same thing over agine and i just let it happpen! i am glad that i have grown so much in the past year and i can finally relize how people really are and who my true friends are and who is not! it is great! i have never had soo many great friends in my life! it is awsome! i mean like i used to be sooo popular then i went to a differnt high school then all of them and i had NO friends and now i only have a few but man they are the best and i love it! i am also glad that i can say what is on my mind now(most of the time) and i feel like people will only like me more when i do that it is a great feeling! but i dont even know why i shared that but hey i felt like it...so blah!
so i was in 3rd and the announcements came on and they were playing Bob Marley and yessa miss BLB came to my mind and i was like that is my best friends favorite person! and everyone looked at me like i was retarded or something! but hey FUCK EM'
I have to work today and it is not gonna be fun cuz BLB isnt gonna be there at all and i am sad she will be having fun with everyone else while i am stuck at work! but hey she didnt have anyone last night so it is payback time i guess
i have a felling this is really long and i am typing really really fast so there probely is like 1 million errors but catch ya all on the flip side!
LETS GO CAMPING!!