May 18, 2004 00:48
So today was my last of of high school what a great feeling! it is crazy how it went by soo fast but yet so slow at the same time...so im sitting here in my graduation out-fit...and it is oooh so sexy... and i am reflecting on the the fun stuff that i did in high school and if i could only change one thing about it...it would have to be....that i was more involed! but it was great...
things i will miss
Stressing over all my test
Alllll the DRAMA
All the crazy ghetto people
Having to wake up at the crack of dawn
Fighting for a good parking place
The hall-way fights that attract everyone and there moms
The class work
The busy work
The homework
Hearing the teachers talk about nothin all class period
Okay so i was kidding i wont miss any of that a bit! im so glad i got out of there it is such a great feeling...i never felt like i have ever accomplished anything until now...i always have thought i have accomplished so much but nothing compares to the feeling that i have at this very moment..the best thing of all is that i will have my family and my best friends whatching my do cart-wheels across the stage to accept my diploma...what a great feeling! just kidding....but i am gonna do the Dino. walk *LOL* or maybe just walk across then start humping my principle! that would be classic!
Today was great and tonight makes me look forward to all the fun times ahead of me...i cant wait! it is going to be so much fun....
I find myself thinking about life alot more lately it is a good thing im glad that i can do that now...it shows me how much i have grown over the past years and how i look at all the diffrent things in life..i love just driving now and thinking with the music up as high as it will go! that is one of the best feeling in the world!
i was laying down in his bed next to him..it was so nice and i feeled at ease like nothing could make me mad.it just felt great to lay in his bed and think about everything and not have to worry about someone calling my name to go and claen something..i was thinking of how i really feel about him and im still not sure! it is crazy what boys can do to you! but no one can take that feeling away from me..the one i felt as i layed there in his bed lookin out that window..thinking...thinking about everything...thinking about me...thinking about my life...and what im going to do with it...and how im not gonna let anyone or anything get in my way of what i want to do or say! im startign to relize that i need so much more than anyone can give me and the only way im gonnag et that is if i go and do it myself!
So my little sister has a livejournal now too...how nice how very very nice! I LOVE YOU MELISSA!! your my baby girl!