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so i'm done. i'm done with being his little stepping stone. i'm done with being that girl who's always there for him even when he treats me like i'm just some sort of baggage. i'm done with being the girl who always goes back and expects something to change. i'm done. and you know what now i'm actually going to have my heart heal totally. my friends have give me soo much support because i know this will be hard. because yes it was comfortable with him and yes i'm a little scared to meet someone new and open up. but yes that'll be a whole new experience for me. Valentines day is comming up and i'm glad i did what i did because i'm not going to let anybody ruin my holiday. i have my best friend as one of my valentines and Joey who is totally awesome. and Sadies is coming up and i'm totally excited about that. this year is starting to look up. Mo is going to show up on monday pole-vault starts and YES it's going to be great.! No more freaking drama!!!!!