nonononononononononoooo
nonononono...i had a feeling. i threw up because i had a gut feeling something bad would happen to you guys tonight.i called your cell phone and i got your voicemail..now im freaking out because im not there to help you and you all are too fucked up to realize whats going on. im scared.im scared outta my mind. lauren and haley better be okay. and i swear to god if jenny and lauren arent okay i will kill..no no no this isnt supposed to happen to us. not without me there by yourside. the sound of your voice that has no idea what just happened is scaring the shit outta me....god damnit. i dunno what to do. best friends forever..the thought of loosing you kills me. kills me.i was supposed to be there...hkdlsfjghlkjdsahgkdjghksdjghsdkjghlsdkghsdg lisa and i shouldnt have to go thru this...but at least i have someone worrying with me.. i love you lisa.
i think im gunna be sick.