a dream of a white house with blue shutters.
my night was AMAZING. i was late to the movies because we had to pick lauren up, she saw dodgeball with my sister and mini lauren. Jim and i saw the notebook. wow..that is now my new favorite movie. i cried a whole lot . im not going to ruin the movie for those who have yet to see it. but lets just say it helped me figure alot out. it related so much to jim and i and are relationship now and when we first fell in love over a year ago, so i sobbed the whole middle-the end of the movie. it felt so good having his hand to hold the whole night& everytime my hand would start to get a lil shaky hed squeeze it a little tighter, just sitting there thinking " wow it was just like this over a year ago and im still in love with the same person" it was kinda surreal.. needless to say you never forget your first love. i have yet to fall out of love with him. i was so giddy, my knees were weak and my lungs were short of breath.i figured i wouldnt talk to him about what were going to to in our relationship but to just let things happen, because right now i feel so good about things. tonight helped a lot. i havent been able to stop laughing or smiling since i kissed him tonight. my sister and lauren said " you need to be with him, yall are sooo freaking cute" then they commented on how if he makes me that happy then you know what you want.. this was said after i came home and started laughing so much i started crying outta happiness of course..i had the best time ever. Noone makes me feel close to how i felt tonight. <333 and after all your my wonderwall....
ps: my mind is made up...for good. and im sorry. {edit}- wed. im giong over to jims for a battle of frogger becasue he seems to think he can whoop my ass...i beg to differ.im the champion froggger player, i could beat him blind folded.he better be ready to strip because hes going down. ;)