i hate myself for loving you with everything i have.
last night my teeth fell out like ivory type writer keys...
okay so im still not allowed to do anything tongiht either. which means i wont see jim, which means bad mood for me. i just want to get anything that is going to happen between us again * good way speaking* to happen. because this dragging it out only stresses me out. i didnt think it was possable to love someone this much, but everytime im with him im literally left breathless. so tomorrow i will see him and talk to him about everything and hopefully we will get through this..i think im just stressed out becuase i dont see him near as much as id like..hes always with other people, september hell have his liscence finally and that will be amazing.<33 id be lost without him.
today im in more pain than ever. i can barely get out of bed let alone walk...moshing is GREAT excersice..i can definetly feel it... looks like dinner and movies to rent with mum tonight. jim tomorrow and lauren tomorrow night.
becca and i are blowing the scene points off the charts.
Ps: i hate sleeping alone.