where do i start?....
So.
I'm sitting here in my first apartment, watching a dvd... I'm. Alone. All sorts of alone. Alone, by myself, without people, living, paying for shit, and just hanging out in general. Alone in general.
At the moment I'm feeling very much alone. I have had alot of company lately, though.
A load of stuff strewn in a room that is not yet mine... I brought some paintings. I'd love to take a bath, but I just don't think that my new bathroom feels clean enough. A shower will be acceptable.
I have to go out tomorrow and find a job, go to the health care department, get a shot, take some vitamins, put on nice clothes, fill out paperwork, smile and be chipper and speak to management. Yay.
Money will come soon. Money sounds good right now. Company sounds good right now.
There's a wind up skeleton beside the screen. It now needs to be wound and watched.
I have forty dollars to my name as of this moment. Forty dollars and a sock full of change. I'm sure that change will be coming in very handy sooner than later.
Wow. I'm home.
I wonder if he's home. I don't have a phone. I shouldn't wonder if he's home.
The skeleton pads along....
alone. alone isn't so bad.
I'm sitting here in my first apartment, watching a dvd... I'm. Alone. All sorts of alone. Alone, by myself, without people, living, paying for shit, and just hanging out in general. Alone in general.
At the moment I'm feeling very much alone. I have had alot of company lately, though.
A load of stuff strewn in a room that is not yet mine... I brought some paintings. I'd love to take a bath, but I just don't think that my new bathroom feels clean enough. A shower will be acceptable.
I have to go out tomorrow and find a job, go to the health care department, get a shot, take some vitamins, put on nice clothes, fill out paperwork, smile and be chipper and speak to management. Yay.
Money will come soon. Money sounds good right now. Company sounds good right now.
There's a wind up skeleton beside the screen. It now needs to be wound and watched.
I have forty dollars to my name as of this moment. Forty dollars and a sock full of change. I'm sure that change will be coming in very handy sooner than later.
Wow. I'm home.
I wonder if he's home. I don't have a phone. I shouldn't wonder if he's home.
The skeleton pads along....
alone. alone isn't so bad.