Absolutely Lovely
So I decided that it's a really good thing that I work 40 hours a week, otherwise I would be sitting around on my bum all day and doing nothing. Basically, I have no life this summer. Oh well. I mean, last summer all I did was work and hang out with Stephanie, but this summer she is working 40 hours too and she hangs out with Eric a lot and it's even weirder because for the first time in my life, I have come to the realization that Eric really is more important to her. It doesn't make me angry (well, it made me angry for quite sometime in the past year, but I wasn't ready to accept it then), it's just different. I know we will always have that "best friends" bond, but I am working on slowly backing down and letting Eric take over that title. And I decided why things were so different between us. They weren't. I was just being different. It's because when I am with her, she is definitely the leader and the loud and the funny one. Sure, I have my moments, but it's normally her. And I was perfectly ok with that, we both knew the balance of our relationship, and it was perfect. Well, then I went off to school and made a whole batch of wonderfully great friends, but there was no Stephanie leader person. So without realizing it, I stepped up. When I am at school, I am so much more louder and outgoing. I make my friends laugh, instead of me waiting for them too. That's kinda how I am when I am with my family, and I decided that is how I like to be. So it is weird when I am back with Stephanie because I have to learn how to be the quiet one again, how to be the conservative, non-outgoing one. Gosh, everyone is going to think that I hate her. It's quite the opposite, I promise. I love her very dearly and the only reason I can be so open about this whole situation is because I am ok with it. I still have loads of fun with her and I laugh a lot. I'm not complaining at all, I'm just putting it out there.
I got to see Megan on Saturday and I decided that I fricken love her. It was so good to chat with her.
I am so hooked on Harry Potter, I feel like such a dork.
Yesterday was Kate's birthday...Happy 17th!
Russia is only 2 weeks away!!!
I got to see Megan on Saturday and I decided that I fricken love her. It was so good to chat with her.
I am so hooked on Harry Potter, I feel like such a dork.
Yesterday was Kate's birthday...Happy 17th!
Russia is only 2 weeks away!!!