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Have you ever been to an all you can eat buffet. If you have you always go to things you love and put all of that on your plate, then you put the things you have had before but didnt care for on your plate to see if you like it this time, then you put things you havent tried on your plate. Before you know it your plate is full. You always start with the best things first and come to find out they are the best part of the meal. Then you turn to eating the things you thought were alright but wanted to find out if they got any better but in the long run they just turn out to be the worse part of the meal. Then there is the things you havent tried part of the plate as you are eating some are good and become part of your things you love but the rest become things that couldnt get any worse.

SO yeah now that i made a really weird comment about buffets let me explain what it all means.

MY plate righ now is over flowing im trying to get to all the good things i love but my plate is over flowing with all the bad couldnt get any worse things.

So many people are coming to me with their problems and i cant handle all of this stuff at once. Dont get me wrong i love it when people come to me for help but sometimes i just need to be left alone. I am me and i have problems too. I just wish there was someone out there that would understand all the stress im under right now.

So ummmm yeah thats how my life is right now..........

im gonna go to bed and hope like hell that tomorrow will be better than the past couple of days no weeks.

if you really really want to contact me call my cell its always on........