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i went to a wedding on saturday. It was straight out of engaged and underage.
nickie and i sat up in the loft and watched it all go down;
one of the grooms men passed out and the Reverend kept mumbling on off subject.
the reception felt more like a graduation party and it was extremley uncomfortable.
i got angry, and thought mean things about them being 19 and "in love" and how its complete bullshit.
But I'm just jealous because they're happy and i'm sad.
Right now i want to kick myself, because im an idiot. A big stupid idiot.
I'd be better off pounding my head through a wall.
nickie and i sat up in the loft and watched it all go down;
one of the grooms men passed out and the Reverend kept mumbling on off subject.
the reception felt more like a graduation party and it was extremley uncomfortable.
i got angry, and thought mean things about them being 19 and "in love" and how its complete bullshit.
But I'm just jealous because they're happy and i'm sad.
Right now i want to kick myself, because im an idiot. A big stupid idiot.
I'd be better off pounding my head through a wall.