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Ryan has this amazing quality. Whenever I'm upset, whenever i'm angry, whenever i'm crying and in a terrible mood..When he hugs me and pulls me into him, it erases everything. Even when we're angry, even when we're fighting, even when i'm fed up and i've had enough..I can't stay mad at him for long. I know he will still be there. I know he isn't going anywhere. It's amazing. That we both can express our anger (and we do) but that we know that we're going to be ok. That we can fight & we can get it all out, but we know that we're still going to be there for each other when it's over. At least, i hope he knows that about me. That's at least how i feel about him. god, The way i feel for him right now...i cannot believe it has only been two months. How on earth is that possible? that 3 months ago i didn't even know him...I can't live without him. I really can't. He is my best friend, my other half..he makes me feel amazing, he makes me feel complete. I'd be lost without him...he's changed my life.